Past days events

This was my week so far.

Monday i went to work all excited and stuff, left here at 9 and got there at 11 sharp. I waited and went up the office i'm gonna work in. Maddy, my "boss" was not there yet, so i decided to go outside the cinema to have a smoke. I waited and waited for half an hour and i didn't see her arrive.

While i was waiting for her, i say a guy walking around and he seemed kinda ansious and nervous, so i was kinda focusing on him 'cause i didn't had nothing to do. Suddenly, a girl came from the door my office is in and walked across the cinema to him. She said hello and all and sat at the table right next to me. They started to talk and blah blah, you know, boring stuff. But then she said this: "Well, lemme tell you about the money. We as coordinators of these areas we have the permission to get 2 asistents with 400 dollars each, i know is quite shitty, but it's money anyway". Right there i was like.... WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!

Maddy told me she didn't had any money to offer me and shit, but after i heard that girl talking about the money, i was in shock and very pissed. And then Maddy arrived and apologysing and stuff. I didn't say anything 'cause i'm a wimp and a wussie and went along with everything. But guess what? she didn't had anything to put me to work, she can handle everything herself. Weird not? K, then, 'cause she had nothing to put me to do, she sent me to deliver some stuff and blah blah blah like a fucking office boy and shit... ARRRGGHHHH... i was so pissed!!! >:

Anyway, you can guess that i'm having a horrible time and i don't want to go there anymore and i'm seriously thinking in not going. But the Peter Greenaway films premiers and the Sally Potter talks don't let me get out.... WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO??????

I wanna cry... :'(

Love ya all and miss ya lots... :(