(This Is) The Dream Of Evan And Chan

It was familiar to me,
The smoke too thick to breath,
The tile floors glistened,
I slowly stirred my drink.

And when you started to sing,
You spoke with broken speech
That I could not understand,
And then you grabbed my tightly.

I won’t let go, I won’t let go.
Even if you say so, oh no.

I’ve tried and tried with no results.
I won’t let go, I won’t let go.

He then played every song from 1993.
The crowd applauded as he curtsied bashfully.
Your eyelashes tickle my neck
With every nervous blink,
And it was perfect
Until the telephone started
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.

This

I don't have anything interesting to tell yet, my life is kinda boring at the moment (and everyday of my life will be).

I've been studying for doing another round of exams to upgrade my high school grades and improve my qualifications paper.

Listening to some mix cd's i just did the past week. There are just some lovely songs on them... :)

I'm gonna go see NIN on thursday and Ely Guerra on friday... woooooooo!!!!!

Why no one writes comments on the lyrics i post? are they that bad? :/

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Nobody Has To Stay

Rest up in the gentle sway
Sister make a flower place
The mother, father, brother grace
Of river stones to keep her safe

Come away with me today
Everything should be okay
Fill your pockets while you pray
With some to eat and some to save
Nobody has to stay
But we wish they would anyways

It is the evening of the days
Where we have chosen to remain
And while you hurt with all that pain
The stars will kiss your pretty face

Come away with me today
Everything should be okay
Fill you pockets while you pray
With some to eat and some to save
Nobody has to stay
But we wish they would anyways

I'm Crazy Like A Fool...

WHAT ABOUT DADDY COOOOOLLLLL!!!!!! :P

I was listening to Placebo : Covers and i always laugh at the cover of Daddy Cool, i don't even think i've listen to the original one... HAHAHA!!!!! It's so funny... *shy*

Why does everyone in Dutchland hate me?... :'(

Update...

Well, I haven't done much there days. I've been writing some stories and drawing images for a very dutch friend of mine... *hiddes*

This words has been resounding in the back of my head for this week:

"Me I don't say much
Its far too hard to make you
See in a moment
I still forget just how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more"

It's kinda fucking weird to say, but i said those words, exactly like that, literally years ago when i was with ***** and i said i didn't want to go on like that anymore. Fucking weird :/

Anyway, still looking for some cheap airplane tickets to go see Da Bod but i haven't found anything under 600 dollars... :'(

Love ya all... :)

The End Of the World

Go if you want to
I never tried to stop you
Know there's a reason
For all of this you're feeling
Love it's not my call
You couldn't ever love me more
You couldn't love me more
You couldn't love

Me I don't show much
Its not that hard to hide you
See in a moment
I can't remember how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more
I couldn't love

You want me to cry and play my part
I want you to sigh and fall apart
We want this like everyone else

Stay if you want to
I'll always wait to hear you
Say there's a last kiss
For all the times you run this
Way it's not my fault
You couldn't ever love me more
You couldn't love me more
You couldn't love

Love me more
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more
I couldn't love

You want me to lie not break your heart
I want you to fly not stop and start
We want us like everything else

Maybe we didn't understand
Not just a boy and a girl
It's just the end of theend of the world

Me I don't say much
Its far too hard to make you
See in a moment
I still forget just how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more

I was listening to this song almost all week and i didn't figure out why, but today i did. It's extraordinary how a song relates to something that you've lived before or experienced... :'(

Damn

Why does everything has to be so complicated and related to money?

I have the money to buy the ticket to Holland and when i was decided to buy it, IT'S PLUS TAXES and i didn't had that in mind, so the ticket is 100 dollars more expensive... :/

Damn :(

Change Of Plans

Trip is cancelled to unexpected circumstances... :(

I was really looking forward to this, but we can't force destiny... ya know? :'(

Bodturion

In exactly six months (if everything goes has planed and my mom doesn't freak out again like she did yesterday), i'm going to the Netherlands to see the Freakbert... WOOOO!!!!!

Hope he's nice, if not, i have to kick his ass... :/

:D

Love ya bod and SEE YOU SOON!!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!! :)

Still Ill

Woooooooooooo!!!!!

I couldn't help myself, sorry... *shy*

Well, as some of you know, i've been quite sick these past days. I went to the doctor on wednesday i think and he told me i had a really bad infection in my throat and if i didn't take care of myself, it might expand to my lungs (sp?) and no one wants that right? *fear*

But well, i miss you all so much and i have nothing to do except draw, watch all of my tapes and listen to every-single-one-of-my-cd's out of boredom!!! :)

Night night!!!! :)