Behind your eyelids...

I don't know what to write anymore. I kinda feel empty lately, like nothing fullfills me truely.

I feel like my friends are drifting away, drifting from me, not talking about other people, i'm talking about me, just me me me. You know? I would be happy if people take a little time to think of what are you feeling, what are your thoughts. I'm kinda unhappy with all of my friends right now... :/

Anyway, listening to a lot of PJ and Björk and Neko and The Fall... *sigh*

Missed

He should not be hid
He's just too big
In a cloud
Please come down
I'd put stars
At your feet
Put mars
At your head

Show yourself to me
And I'd believe
I'd moan
And I'd weep
Fall silent
At your speak
I'd burst it
Full to the brim

Mary lost her head
And let it bleed
Came crying
Back to me
My son
Where's he 'bin?
Don't deny it
Don't you hide him

No
I've missed him

No word
No sign
Mary say
I'm not lying
How come
He's so big
But good lord
He's been hid
Good lord
Where you hid

And

I've missed him

Writing...

I've just took back the writing of my script, the one of the girl in the bus stop. I found some notes that L. told me once and got my mind working again so... hope to finish it soon.

:)

WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Grass

We're lying somewere, lost in the night, our legs interlaced like chains. I can feel your breathing in the top of my ear. I can hear the air whispering your thoughts. I can feel your heartbeat next to my shoulder. I can sense how your eyes move without you have to open them. I can feel how your hair touches the grass so gently, so precise, that my heart breaks everytime i have to wake up again.

Words Can't Save Lifes...

"Darling, time's change,
Time leaves, time fades,
Please see through my eyes,
Save your tears for the next who dies..."

If i only have i done that, the thing i really wanted to do, the decition that would've changed my life (i think).

I guess i'll never find out, and it's horrible to live with the "could've been so nice if..."

Love you all... :'(

For You...

Because i know you'll love it... :D

WOOO!!!!!

I think last night's concert from NIN was probably the second best i've been to in all my life. The sound was perfect (rare thing in that venue) and the crowd was very energetic. Trent Reznor body made me moan all night damnit... oh oh oh, his voice too :D

WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

1.-Pinion
2.-Wish
3.-Sin
4.-The Line Begins To Blur
5.-March Of The Pigs
6.-Something I Can Never Have
7.-The Hand That Feeds
8.-Terrible Lie
9.-Burn
10.-Closer/The Only Time
11.-Home
12.-The Frail
13.-The Wretched
14.-Reptile
15.-Love Is Not Enough
16.-Suck
17.-No, You Don't
18.-Dead Souls
19.-Gave Up
20.-Piggy
21.-The Day The World Went Away
22.-Hurt
23.-You Know What You Are?
24.-Starfuckers, Inc.
25.-Head Like A Hole

The best HURT performance i've heard in my life, period.

:)