Well, i don't understand why no one comments on my short stories (do they suck?). Although the last one wasn't a story, but a dairy entry... :P
Yesterday was cool. I went to see Maria Daniela y Su Sonido Lasser and they were really groovy. They play horribly but it's such a fun show.
At the place i was with my friends Priscilla, Jefferson and Brenda. Later in the night came my sister Isadora, after Nancy and Jocabed. After a very uncomfortable incident that i went through with someone of my pass, we decided to go to a place called BullPen. That place is really ugly, like low, a lot of different people get together in there. It's an afterhours place. Anyway, we all went and it was real fun, because the place is very small, like a two room place, very small rooms, haha. We sweated everything (i was very drunk :P) and we laughed and we danced, it was like a moshpit in there. Very cool.
I got home at 5:15am and i have a terrible headache still... :D :P
Love... :)
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Overload
Damn, what a match we were...
I saw him last tuesday, at 12pm at the cinema. I had a phone conversation with him a few months back, when i worked at the film fest. He was charming as always and i was afraid as i've always been around him. It's my nature.
Anyway, i saw him at the cinema complex. He was on-time like he's used to really. I was weird the first hour, because i knew the situation we were in this time. I was the other one, the one who he is not commited to. I really felt like i was doing something wrong, because i was, and it killed my senses. I wanted to tell him so many things that i'd been thinking about for the past months, the past year and nothing came out naturally, like i would have wanted.
But we bought tickets to the movies and we saw Match Point, haha, believe it or not, the perfect movie for the perfect cheater date. We sat at the film theather and it went all to hell. The theather were alone and we were the only people there. After 10 minutes that the movie started, a really old sir came in the theather and sat like 5 rows in front of us. He began to snore really really loud after 20 minutes of the film, haha, that was really funny. Anyway, he began to touch my knee and i moved. He tried to near his knee next to mine and i moved. I couldn't resist no more when he searched for my hand and grabed it.
It was bizarre, because i knew we were really different in many ways. But we always end up doing what kept us together those years. We were nice to each other in moments we needed too. And in that moment, we needed that.
We talked a bit, just a bit, about unimportant matters. We said goodbye like we always do. And then he kissed me. In front of everyone, in the afternoon. And i took that kiss back. Without guilt or regret or caring about other people's opinion. I'm kinda proud of myself for that.
I saw him last tuesday, at 12pm at the cinema. I had a phone conversation with him a few months back, when i worked at the film fest. He was charming as always and i was afraid as i've always been around him. It's my nature.
Anyway, i saw him at the cinema complex. He was on-time like he's used to really. I was weird the first hour, because i knew the situation we were in this time. I was the other one, the one who he is not commited to. I really felt like i was doing something wrong, because i was, and it killed my senses. I wanted to tell him so many things that i'd been thinking about for the past months, the past year and nothing came out naturally, like i would have wanted.
But we bought tickets to the movies and we saw Match Point, haha, believe it or not, the perfect movie for the perfect cheater date. We sat at the film theather and it went all to hell. The theather were alone and we were the only people there. After 10 minutes that the movie started, a really old sir came in the theather and sat like 5 rows in front of us. He began to snore really really loud after 20 minutes of the film, haha, that was really funny. Anyway, he began to touch my knee and i moved. He tried to near his knee next to mine and i moved. I couldn't resist no more when he searched for my hand and grabed it.
It was bizarre, because i knew we were really different in many ways. But we always end up doing what kept us together those years. We were nice to each other in moments we needed too. And in that moment, we needed that.
We talked a bit, just a bit, about unimportant matters. We said goodbye like we always do. And then he kissed me. In front of everyone, in the afternoon. And i took that kiss back. Without guilt or regret or caring about other people's opinion. I'm kinda proud of myself for that.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Short Story: Kiss
I was standing in the subway next to him, like an act of destiny, i got in that same wagon, that same train, next to that particular soul.
My hands where trembling, my feet began to ache, it was all very strange. The time moved so slow, it seemed like a small building was becoming bigger and bigger.
I started to feel the soft breathing on my neck, the sweet smell of his hair, the sound of his deep voice while he coughed to make me notice him, but i didn't turned. He knew i saw him, he noticed my body start to get nervous, my hair falling down my face without me not even trying to put it in it's place.
My mind started to pull tricks on me, it started to give me flashes of moments that reminded me of him. But the most important one, was the one he had in mind too...
It was at night, after a concert, we were very happy because the band played our song. As we walked to the subway station, he holded my hand, thing that he never did until that moment and that moment only. We walked down the station and we stood there, next to the rail, waiting for the next train to pass by. As we were standing there, he huged be from behind and i could feel his beard on my neck, a nice itchie feel, a pleasant itch. He started to sing me the song the band played. And then, he grabbed me by the arms and turned me around, huged me with such sweetnes that it can't be described. Then he started to get closer to me, i closed my eyes and i felt his warm, loving and caring mouth againt mine. I tasted his soul, his thoughts, his feelings, his longings and for the first time, i had the first glance of heaven and of happiness. In that very moment, he made me feel complete.
That flashed ended when the subway doors opened and people started to get out in that stop. He was gonna get off in that stop, because i felt him moved is backpack to start walking though the doors.
Then, as the alarm of the doors closing sound, he passed me by and put a note in my jacket's pocket. He got out and stood there, watching me and he said goodbye waving his hand, with that lovely smile he has.
As the train began it's way, he started walking to the stairs. I lost sight of him when the trained passed that tunnel, so, i grabed the note from my pocket and opened it. It said: "Don't you wish we could forget that kiss?"
I don't wish that i could forget that kiss, because in that kiss, he got a piece of my soul and he gave me a piece of his heart.
My hands where trembling, my feet began to ache, it was all very strange. The time moved so slow, it seemed like a small building was becoming bigger and bigger.
I started to feel the soft breathing on my neck, the sweet smell of his hair, the sound of his deep voice while he coughed to make me notice him, but i didn't turned. He knew i saw him, he noticed my body start to get nervous, my hair falling down my face without me not even trying to put it in it's place.
My mind started to pull tricks on me, it started to give me flashes of moments that reminded me of him. But the most important one, was the one he had in mind too...
It was at night, after a concert, we were very happy because the band played our song. As we walked to the subway station, he holded my hand, thing that he never did until that moment and that moment only. We walked down the station and we stood there, next to the rail, waiting for the next train to pass by. As we were standing there, he huged be from behind and i could feel his beard on my neck, a nice itchie feel, a pleasant itch. He started to sing me the song the band played. And then, he grabbed me by the arms and turned me around, huged me with such sweetnes that it can't be described. Then he started to get closer to me, i closed my eyes and i felt his warm, loving and caring mouth againt mine. I tasted his soul, his thoughts, his feelings, his longings and for the first time, i had the first glance of heaven and of happiness. In that very moment, he made me feel complete.
That flashed ended when the subway doors opened and people started to get out in that stop. He was gonna get off in that stop, because i felt him moved is backpack to start walking though the doors.
Then, as the alarm of the doors closing sound, he passed me by and put a note in my jacket's pocket. He got out and stood there, watching me and he said goodbye waving his hand, with that lovely smile he has.
As the train began it's way, he started walking to the stairs. I lost sight of him when the trained passed that tunnel, so, i grabed the note from my pocket and opened it. It said: "Don't you wish we could forget that kiss?"
I don't wish that i could forget that kiss, because in that kiss, he got a piece of my soul and he gave me a piece of his heart.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Calendar
My weekend was just tiring damnit. On friday i went to the birthday party of my ex-boss Blanca's boyfriend and it was just extreme, i drank myself to death (almost :P) and took care of my sister Isadora who was worse than me. Pris, Danaé, Brenda and Nancy went too and we all had a nice drunkin' time... WOOOOOOO!!!! :D
On saturday i was über hung-overed, we stayed at my sister Isaura's apartment to sleep, because we didn't wanted to come back home, the distance from the place of the party to my house is a bit far and it would have been expensive, so, we decided to go with my sis who is far more close. Anyway, we woke up and my sisters went for breakfast and stuff, so i sleept some more, haha... :D
After we had breakfast, we had to go to my country house because all my family was there, celebrating Mother's Day (which here in México is on May 10th) so, we went and on the highway it was such a horrible transit, but horrible, normally we make one hour and half to get there. Well, not this time, we did 3 hours to get there because of the exit of the highway.
Anyway, we got there and it was all the same, haha, nothing changes... nothing. I was there with my family a bit and i returned home with Isaura and Jorge (his husband) because they had Jorge's family lunch celebrating Mother's day too... :P
I still feel drunk from friday, hahahah!!!! :P
On saturday i was über hung-overed, we stayed at my sister Isaura's apartment to sleep, because we didn't wanted to come back home, the distance from the place of the party to my house is a bit far and it would have been expensive, so, we decided to go with my sis who is far more close. Anyway, we woke up and my sisters went for breakfast and stuff, so i sleept some more, haha... :D
After we had breakfast, we had to go to my country house because all my family was there, celebrating Mother's Day (which here in México is on May 10th) so, we went and on the highway it was such a horrible transit, but horrible, normally we make one hour and half to get there. Well, not this time, we did 3 hours to get there because of the exit of the highway.
Anyway, we got there and it was all the same, haha, nothing changes... nothing. I was there with my family a bit and i returned home with Isaura and Jorge (his husband) because they had Jorge's family lunch celebrating Mother's day too... :P
I still feel drunk from friday, hahahah!!!! :P
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Speaker
Damn, it's been almost a month since i wrote (put the lyrics) here and it's a bit shocking, because for me, time has passed to damn fast that i didn't noticed how long that was... :O
I have been doing ok i guess, lots of up-and-down moments in these past weeks. I'm jobless now, which means that i'm hanging out with my thoughts only.
My sister told me if i could help her out in a performing arts fair that she's working on right now and it will only be 5 days, which seems very nice and i need the money and the distraction.
I saw Depeche Mode last friday in concert. It was really really awesome, so much fucking energy and it was a big stadium, so many people jumping and dancing. Martin Gore has such a pretty voice, he sang HOME and i almost cried my brains out. They played two hours straight and it was brilliant. I think that after PJ's concert, this was the one that follows... :)
I promise i won't keep this as empty as it's been... i love you all that keep reading this bloggy, because you are the people i write for... :)
Love.
I have been doing ok i guess, lots of up-and-down moments in these past weeks. I'm jobless now, which means that i'm hanging out with my thoughts only.
My sister told me if i could help her out in a performing arts fair that she's working on right now and it will only be 5 days, which seems very nice and i need the money and the distraction.
I saw Depeche Mode last friday in concert. It was really really awesome, so much fucking energy and it was a big stadium, so many people jumping and dancing. Martin Gore has such a pretty voice, he sang HOME and i almost cried my brains out. They played two hours straight and it was brilliant. I think that after PJ's concert, this was the one that follows... :)
I promise i won't keep this as empty as it's been... i love you all that keep reading this bloggy, because you are the people i write for... :)
Love.
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