Bloggyversary!!!!

It has been a year since i write in here, so, this is my bloggyversary.

Thank you all you guys who read my stupid writings and my thoughts, it means a lot to me. I love each and everyone of you.

Special thanks to Da Pie and Da Lou for this great design. Love you guys like you can't imagine how.

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Happy Birthday Isa!!!!!!!

Happy birthday to my dear sister Isadora!!!!!!

And that all your dreams and hopes come true... :)

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Belly

No, it's not an entry about Tanya Donelly's band... :D

My stomach has been not good lately, and i've eaten some pretty unhealthy stuff since i work with Blanca. But yesterday it was the worst, because i started to feel really really ill, my body was like an ice cube and started to hurt. I was sooo weakend that i wasn't even hungry. Thank god Pris was there so i could return home with someone because i can't imagine what would've become of me... :'(

I came home and i couldn't walk, eveything hurted. I got home and i was burning in fever, i had so much cold that it was unbearable.

I feel better now, but my body still hurts... :'(

Love ya all... :*

Report

WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I haven't writen anything in quite some time now... :O

I'm sorry for those who are still interesting in reading my bloggy that i haven't done anything to update, but i've been quite busy.

Work this week has been heavy, because this saturday was a thing called "Third Collective Circuit" that is an all day art festival in different parts of downtown. Blanca went to a baptism in the morning and i was in charge of all the press work of 16 places and the coordination of a mural workshop that was in the street. I walked all day long and sat down a total of 30 minutes during ALL DAY.

It was hell, but at the end i went to a presentation of a book of latin american women poets and two wonderfull ladies made the introduction, I want those books.

Anyway, i love you all and i'll write more often, i promise... :)

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Pleasant Surprise

I had such a hard day at work. Lot's of emails to send and stuff... :D

Anyway, the hardest part of going to work is to get there and to get home, because i make almost 2 hours of traveling (metro and bus and walking).

But, i got home and Isadora gave me a lovely package of Mr. & Mrs. De Jager (a.k.a. Pieter & Fiona)... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Thank you "both" so much goddamnit... i love you beyond words... :)

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Evidence... ;)

Ha!

I'm not going to make plans for anyone anymore. It's not fair that i'm more than willing to travel a large distance to see somebody and that somebody isn't willing to do the same thing for me.

It's really not fair. Last time i do it, really the last time. Those who want to see me, they will come to see me or at least try.

Blah, fuck it.

Love and War (11/11/46)

All is fair in love and we're in love.
Now that everybody's dead, we can finally talk.
Can vanity and happiness coexist?
All the lovers we've taken in direct view of the enemy.

And we shift each other's body to accept the bullet
And continue the pleasure; the treasures of battle.
It's only for the wounded, the purple-hearted.

Why must you try to ruin my peace of mind?
And they were only words and i've never meant them
I never loved you, even in my weakness.
You were fuel for the fire, cannon fodder.

When my grandpa drank, fell and broke his face in two;
When the cops arrived, he exclaimed "i fought in world war ii"
And then they carried him to a darkened hospital room
And said "no modern person here remembers you,
And we can't identify the enemy,
And it could be you, so it'll cost you."
"it already cost me my wife and my job, now what?"

When my mom and i went to identify the body,
And i wanted to see but she wouldn't let me.
I had to wait for the military cemetary
And when we got there, this is what she said to me:
"love and war, in heaven and in hell,
You get what you deserve-- you'd better spend it well.
All is fair in love and war-- and love,
A civil war like this, it always sells itself."

Amos

You will never be forgoten my dear, you made a girl very happy and i know you'll going to keep an eye on her forever.

May you rest in peace lovely boy...

My heart is with you.

Thinking days...

Well, lemme tel you something. It's very hard adapting to a job you kinda don't like at all.

The thing is this. I'm assisting my friend Blanca to do various stuff in her office, and that means i have to do a lot of stuff for other people besides Blanca. She works in the Historical Center Foundation, and the foundation has a thing called "Cultural Hall" or something, that does big ass events every few months. The girl who was helping Blanca before me let people boss her around and made stuff for them, kinda being everyones assistant too, buy only payed by one, you know?

It's too much work for one person. Besides, it's press job, you all know i hate talking to people by phone (hahahaha!!!) and i'm so fucking shy, AND IT'S PRESS. :P

Anyway, i'm rambling, i don't know what i'm writing. I'm very confussed. I wanna scream and kick and everything... :'(

Oh well... :/