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My weekend was just tiring damnit. On friday i went to the birthday party of my ex-boss Blanca's boyfriend and it was just extreme, i drank myself to death (almost :P) and took care of my sister Isadora who was worse than me. Pris, Danaé, Brenda and Nancy went too and we all had a nice drunkin' time... WOOOOOOO!!!! :D

On saturday i was über hung-overed, we stayed at my sister Isaura's apartment to sleep, because we didn't wanted to come back home, the distance from the place of the party to my house is a bit far and it would have been expensive, so, we decided to go with my sis who is far more close. Anyway, we woke up and my sisters went for breakfast and stuff, so i sleept some more, haha... :D

After we had breakfast, we had to go to my country house because all my family was there, celebrating Mother's Day (which here in México is on May 10th) so, we went and on the highway it was such a horrible transit, but horrible, normally we make one hour and half to get there. Well, not this time, we did 3 hours to get there because of the exit of the highway.

Anyway, we got there and it was all the same, haha, nothing changes... nothing. I was there with my family a bit and i returned home with Isaura and Jorge (his husband) because they had Jorge's family lunch celebrating Mother's day too... :P

I still feel drunk from friday, hahahah!!!! :P

Speaker

Damn, it's been almost a month since i wrote (put the lyrics) here and it's a bit shocking, because for me, time has passed to damn fast that i didn't noticed how long that was... :O

I have been doing ok i guess, lots of up-and-down moments in these past weeks. I'm jobless now, which means that i'm hanging out with my thoughts only.

My sister told me if i could help her out in a performing arts fair that she's working on right now and it will only be 5 days, which seems very nice and i need the money and the distraction.

I saw Depeche Mode last friday in concert. It was really really awesome, so much fucking energy and it was a big stadium, so many people jumping and dancing. Martin Gore has such a pretty voice, he sang HOME and i almost cried my brains out. They played two hours straight and it was brilliant. I think that after PJ's concert, this was the one that follows... :)

I promise i won't keep this as empty as it's been... i love you all that keep reading this bloggy, because you are the people i write for... :)

Love.

Long Knives

well baby
did our sky fall down
and no one wants no one wants no one wants
to rebuild it now
we once drew a crowd
with my evil eye
and your crazy mouth
let's get over each other
let's get over each other

well baby
did our time run out
and no one wants no one wants no one wants
to rebuild it now
i liked it best how
we took the whole world on
back to back
long knives drawn

let's get over each other
let's get over each other
so that we can fall in love again
so that we can fall in love again

won't you ho-ho-hold me
ho-ho-hold me
make believe that
you don't loathe me

am I mistaken
when I woke up this morning
without you there I'm shaken
to the very foundation

once there was something
and now there's just a piece of atmosphere

am I mistaken
when I woke up this morning
without you there
I'm shaken to the very foundation

Damn

Today my dear sista Yessica left to Europe to live, for a year she says, but i think it will be more than that.

I feel a really big empty space now, in my heart. It's really hard to explain, but i'm gonna miss her, very very much.

I love you Yeya and i hope everything you ask, come true... :)

*kiss*

Bodbert

I did it all for the bodbert,
The bodbert
So you can take that cockbert
And stick it up your *yeah*
Stick it up your *yeah*
Stick it up your *yeah*
Stick it up your...

WTF?

What the fuck is up with these fuckings nuts???



Love ya darlings!!!!!!!!!!! :D

:D :D :D :D :D :D

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This Time

This time
We are made of paper
We are the crust of a tree
That doesn’t have anything to do
With the sweating of the wind

We’re napkin
And the light receipt
We’re napkin
And the light receipt

This time we are made of paper
We’re the infractions
And we’re the pages of the bible
This time we are honest

We’re napkin
And the light receipt
We’re napkin
And the light receipt

This time we are made of paper
We’re the infractions
This time we are honest
For ever
For ever
For ever

It's a Julieta Venegas song that rocks ass... :'(

Bods will be bods

It's not easy love-
but you've got bods you can trust...

Bods will be bods
When you're in need of love they give you care and attention
Bods will be bods
When you're through with life and all hope is lost
Hold out your hand cos bods will be bods-
Right till the end

For P, L, Y, J, D and everyone i'm missing out... i love you guys. :*

Taken from Da Bod's Bloggy... :)

So that was that

Today i went to talk to Blanca, to quit the job.

She seemed kinda like me, like we both stopped carring a heavy lift off our shoulders. I told her that i got a permanent job at the Film Fest (which is a lie) and that they offered me more money (did she said that money was not a problem and she would give me more? of course not). Anyway, she told me she was very happy for me because she knew that film is my life and that it was an important thing for me. Also told me that she was not going to search for another assistant because of the shitty payment and all. We parted as friends, very quiet and very simple, no dramas or anything.

The only thing that i could tell you is that i won't miss that place at all... AT ALL!!!!

I dunno what i'm gonna do next, but i think i have some spare time to decide what's next, not? :)

Return to form...

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

I'm back and ready for everything that comes in my way goddamnit. :P

Tomorrow i'm gonna quit the Foundation job, because it's giving me troubles and innecesary worries than benefits, so, fuck that motherfucker job... :D

The festival was nice, not quite like last year, but nice. The best part of it was that i saw Javier Porta Fouz again, and it was a pleasure and a delight to hang out and hear him talk about films and stuff again, he's the most amazing film critic i've read and known. We talked about the festival being very very disorganized and that everything was just weird and upside down, and he was quite right, everyone had troubles in their areas and that became obvious. But i believe that the Education Project (the project of Maddy) went very well, every school was awesome and the students came out really happy of the screenings.

I love you guys, for keep reading the bloggy and for being there for me... i really love you all very very much... :)

Memories that unleashes other things...

Well, i guess that i have to update what i've been doing these past month and a half or so.

I'm working in the two places (Foundation and Film Fest) and both jobs have been killing me slowly, because it's too much of a sacrifice to be enough time in both places. In the morning, i go to the Foundation with Blanca, and i can't stand Blanca's way of asking for things. She's like a very very complicated person to work with, because she blows up a little simple thing out of proportion and it's simply not right. But then again, that is what's paying my depts and paying my airplane ticket to go see my bods.

And then there is the Film Fest. In that place i feel save, because i know everybody and because everybody likes me and we all have a good time. It's getting kinda complicated now because Maddy is doing other stuff too and she's not very focused on what's important AT THE MOMENT, not when the festival is over. So, because she's into something else, she's not updating me on the stuff she changes, and i'm stuck with the stuff i had before and people ask me stuff and i dunno whether she changed it or left it like i have it, i dunno, it's hard. But not compaired with Blanca, Maddy is such a cool and undertanding person, she asked me stuff nicely or we divided the job to make it easier and faster.

In my life i've been kinda ok-ish. Everything normal until yesterday, that Yessica lended me Brokeback Mountain. I really really wanted to see it, and not just because the gay thing, but because i've heard good comments and nice reviews and all about it. So, i watched it and it got to me, i mean, IT REALLY DID, i couldn't sleep because i kept thinking about the damn fucking movie and i was crying. It's such a personal film experience that i'm talking about here, that's why i love movies, they connect in the right time at the right place, and this time it did. I kinda needed to see that and let that out of my heart.

You have to see it, it's really a beautiful powerfull film. Heath Ledger keeps surprising me and Michelle Williams is kinda brilliant. The cinematography is lovely. Hell, i really recommend you guys see it.

I dunno how to let you go for fuck's sake and it's killing me. I always keep telling someone that read this bloggy to let go of that fucking horrible experience that he had, but i'm not able to do what i advice, and i know it's hard and i know it's not easy letting go of experiences that in some fucking weird way enrich your life and make it nice. I really need to let you go and to accept that i fucked up and i will regret it for the rest of my life.

Love.

I'm Still Your Fag

Heard about your wife and kids where we slept
Felt their mouths with stitches at that were slowly lit
Capture uniform this time because I couldn't quit
Haven't felt the ground so cold without getting sick

And I'm still your fag
I'm still your fag

It's a possibility to live without lips
Kleenex love to fill right up with all the broken kids
I swore I drank your piss that night to see if I could live
But my wrists couldn't stand the light that we missed

And I'm still your fag
I'm still your fag

You're only coming out because you came back in
You're only coming out cause you came back in

I'm still your fag
I'm still your fag

To the birthday bod... :)

Love ya goddamnit... :) :*

Gifts will follow... ;)

:)

"Words"

I cannot resist words

I cannot resist
words hug me

like the madness of an octopus
the wandering of your tongue

I cannot resist
the breath of your mouth
flames
red like a throat
travelling its path
and the shadow
the body cannot resist
the deep dagger being born
words
being born

the warm trajectory
of your tongue
I speak
words chose me.

"My pleasure" by Renata Pallotini

My pleasure is a dream in your body.

The image arouses in you a night of ferns
and dark pillows hidden long ago.
I close my eyes and see you among the leaves
and you desire me as one desires life.
You have been walking toward this moment
and the path feels centuries warm.
You ask me nothing: the body is a ready answer.
Deep and oily like damp bridges
moving from stair to stair in the secret twilight.

And we kiss consciously
kissing every angle of those kisses
until blood alters the volume of things
and a repressed joy reaches the color of fire.

Your pleasure is my body's mirror
stretching itself like a silver thread
wound around my neck
saying
words.

"I can't help it, my love, i can't help it" by Carilda Oliver Labra

I can't help it, my love, I can't help it
when I go into your mouth, and I linger;
and almost without warning, almost for naught,
I touch you with the tips of my breasts.

I touch you with the tip of my breasts
and with my unshielded loneliness;
and even perhaps without love as a guide
I can't help it, my love, I can't help it.

And my fate as a sheltered fruit
is consumed by your lustful and hesitant hands
like a poison's broken promise.

And though I'd like to kneel down and kiss you
when I go into your mouth, and I linger,
I can't help it, my love, I can't help it.

Happy New Year!!!!

And that this coming year will be a rocking one for all of us goddamnit... WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Remember that i love you all and the ones who keep reading my stupid lines and ramblings... :)

Lot's of kisses... :*

Peace <3

Best albums of 2005

For the bod... :)

Fiona Apple : Extraordinary Machine (Demos & Album)
The Kills : No Wow
The Cardigans : Super Extra Gravity
Goldfrapp : Supernature
Kate Bush : Aerial
Feist : Let It Die
Antony & the Johnsons : I Am a Bird Now
Architecture in Helsinki : In Case We Die
M.I.A. : Arular
Sufjan Stevens : Illinois
Sleater-Kinney : The Woods
Queens of the Stone Age : Lullabies To Paralyse
Animal Collective : Feels
The New Pornographers : Twin Cinema
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah : Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
Broadcast : Tender Buttons
Ladytron : The Witching Hour
Beck : Guero
The Decemberist : Picaresque
Broken Social Scene : Broken Social Scene
Maria Daniela y Su Sonido Lasser : Maria Daniela y Su Sonido Lasser

Special mention to: Muse / Absolution... :D

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Merry Xmass to ya all !!!

I haven't been bloggin' much because i'm relaxing at home damnit, and i don't have anything interesting to write about yet... *shy*

January is going to be a tough month, two jobs in one day, and not easy jobs. Both require time and efford. But i think i'm going to put my energy on the Film Festival because it's more rocking... :P

Jean Claude Carriere is coming, so is Todd Solondz again, and many more... woooo!!!!

Merry christmas to ya all my lovelys, that all your wishes come true and that the nice cool spirits stay with us all... :)

Love... <3

Happy Birthday Yeebert!!!!

And that all your dreams come true goddamnit... :D :*

*bear hug*

Love ya... :)

It was so sudden...

It's december already. Haven't this year gone so damn fast? I feel like it's been just a few months since i worked in the Film Festival and in Radar. But no, it was in february.

I saw Ely Guerra last night. I went with my best friend Danaé, we are Ely's fans from some time now. We got there on time, half hour early. The theather is so big, she never played there, with her own show, she has done several collaboration on that stage, but never alone with her band.

She was awesome and puntual as ever, her voice magnificent, her band (Ezequiel & Hernán the most) are awesome professional trained musicians. The visuals where good too. Three hours of pure bliss, perfect connection with the audience. The best part of the whole concert is that she played ANGEL DE AMOR (Angel Of Love), my favorite song of hers, she played that very powerfully, i cried of happiness because she never plays that song, it was a special moment.

Anyway, my point is that it rocked, it rocked like she always does but better and bigger and powerfull and more beautiful.

:)

Bloggyversary!!!!

It has been a year since i write in here, so, this is my bloggyversary.

Thank you all you guys who read my stupid writings and my thoughts, it means a lot to me. I love each and everyone of you.

Special thanks to Da Pie and Da Lou for this great design. Love you guys like you can't imagine how.

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Happy Birthday Isa!!!!!!!

Happy birthday to my dear sister Isadora!!!!!!

And that all your dreams and hopes come true... :)

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Belly

No, it's not an entry about Tanya Donelly's band... :D

My stomach has been not good lately, and i've eaten some pretty unhealthy stuff since i work with Blanca. But yesterday it was the worst, because i started to feel really really ill, my body was like an ice cube and started to hurt. I was sooo weakend that i wasn't even hungry. Thank god Pris was there so i could return home with someone because i can't imagine what would've become of me... :'(

I came home and i couldn't walk, eveything hurted. I got home and i was burning in fever, i had so much cold that it was unbearable.

I feel better now, but my body still hurts... :'(

Love ya all... :*

Report

WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I haven't writen anything in quite some time now... :O

I'm sorry for those who are still interesting in reading my bloggy that i haven't done anything to update, but i've been quite busy.

Work this week has been heavy, because this saturday was a thing called "Third Collective Circuit" that is an all day art festival in different parts of downtown. Blanca went to a baptism in the morning and i was in charge of all the press work of 16 places and the coordination of a mural workshop that was in the street. I walked all day long and sat down a total of 30 minutes during ALL DAY.

It was hell, but at the end i went to a presentation of a book of latin american women poets and two wonderfull ladies made the introduction, I want those books.

Anyway, i love you all and i'll write more often, i promise... :)

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Pleasant Surprise

I had such a hard day at work. Lot's of emails to send and stuff... :D

Anyway, the hardest part of going to work is to get there and to get home, because i make almost 2 hours of traveling (metro and bus and walking).

But, i got home and Isadora gave me a lovely package of Mr. & Mrs. De Jager (a.k.a. Pieter & Fiona)... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Thank you "both" so much goddamnit... i love you beyond words... :)

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Evidence... ;)

Ha!

I'm not going to make plans for anyone anymore. It's not fair that i'm more than willing to travel a large distance to see somebody and that somebody isn't willing to do the same thing for me.

It's really not fair. Last time i do it, really the last time. Those who want to see me, they will come to see me or at least try.

Blah, fuck it.

Love and War (11/11/46)

All is fair in love and we're in love.
Now that everybody's dead, we can finally talk.
Can vanity and happiness coexist?
All the lovers we've taken in direct view of the enemy.

And we shift each other's body to accept the bullet
And continue the pleasure; the treasures of battle.
It's only for the wounded, the purple-hearted.

Why must you try to ruin my peace of mind?
And they were only words and i've never meant them
I never loved you, even in my weakness.
You were fuel for the fire, cannon fodder.

When my grandpa drank, fell and broke his face in two;
When the cops arrived, he exclaimed "i fought in world war ii"
And then they carried him to a darkened hospital room
And said "no modern person here remembers you,
And we can't identify the enemy,
And it could be you, so it'll cost you."
"it already cost me my wife and my job, now what?"

When my mom and i went to identify the body,
And i wanted to see but she wouldn't let me.
I had to wait for the military cemetary
And when we got there, this is what she said to me:
"love and war, in heaven and in hell,
You get what you deserve-- you'd better spend it well.
All is fair in love and war-- and love,
A civil war like this, it always sells itself."

Amos

You will never be forgoten my dear, you made a girl very happy and i know you'll going to keep an eye on her forever.

May you rest in peace lovely boy...

My heart is with you.

Thinking days...

Well, lemme tel you something. It's very hard adapting to a job you kinda don't like at all.

The thing is this. I'm assisting my friend Blanca to do various stuff in her office, and that means i have to do a lot of stuff for other people besides Blanca. She works in the Historical Center Foundation, and the foundation has a thing called "Cultural Hall" or something, that does big ass events every few months. The girl who was helping Blanca before me let people boss her around and made stuff for them, kinda being everyones assistant too, buy only payed by one, you know?

It's too much work for one person. Besides, it's press job, you all know i hate talking to people by phone (hahahaha!!!) and i'm so fucking shy, AND IT'S PRESS. :P

Anyway, i'm rambling, i don't know what i'm writing. I'm very confussed. I wanna scream and kick and everything... :'(

Oh well... :/

Jobbert

Well my darlings, I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Finally!!! :D

I got a call from my friend Blanca (who is the Communication Director of the Historical Center Foundation) and she told me that she needed and assistent so urgently, so she asked me if i can get right to work next monday so... I SAID YES!!!! :D

I'm kinda happy and nervous, because this is my first real office, full-time job of my life... *scared*

:)

Parting Gift

I opened my eyes
While you were kissing me once more than once
And you looked as sincere as a dog
Just as sincere as a dog does,
When it's the food on your lips with which it's in love

I bet you could never tell
That I knew you didn't know me that well
It is my fault you see
You never learned that much from me

Oh you silly, stupid pastime of mine
You were always good for a rhyme
And from the first to the last time
The signs says 'stop'
But we went on whole-hearted it ended bad
But I love what we started
They said 'stop'
But we went on whole-hearted it ended bad
But I love what we started

I took off my glasses
While you were yelling at me once more than once
So's not to see you see me react
Should've put 'em, should've put 'em on again
So I could see you see me sincerely yelling back

I bet your fortressed face
Belied your fort of lace
It is by the grace of me
You never learned what I could see

Oh you silly, stupid pastime of mine
You were always good for a rhyme
And from the first to all the last time
All the signs says 'stop'
But we went on whole-hearted it ended bad
But I love what we started
They said 'stop'
But we went on whole-hearted it ended bad
But I love what we started

Fiona is a fucking genious damnit, period. <3

Movies

WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

This weekend was all about the cinema. American Visa, Gol!, Thumbsucker, Au Hasard Balthazar, Cecil B. Demented, Home For The Holidays and Corpse Bride.

Thumbsucker sucker is awesome, great performances all around and a beautiful Elliot Smith filled soundtrack.

Home For The Holidays it has to be one of the warmest film i've ever seen. I saw it in NYC, 10 years ago exactly and it still blows me away. Anne Bancroft was one of the greatest.

Au Hasard Balthazar is very beautiful, deep and moving film. From a nice synopsis "A profound masterpiece from one of the most revered filmmakers in the history of cinema, director Robert Bresson’s Au hasard Balthazar follows the donkey Balthazar as he is passed from owner to owner, some kind and some cruel but all with motivations beyond his understanding. Balthazar, whose life parallels that of his first keeper, Marie, is truly a beast of burden, suffering the sins of man. But despite his powerlessness, he accepts his fate nobly. Through Bresson’s unconventional approach to composition, sound, and narrative, this seemingly simple story becomes a moving parable of purity and transcendence."

Corpse Bride is simply stunning. Brilliant.

And Cecil B. Demented rocked, like any other John Waters film... hahaha!!! :P

Hugs... :)

Look For Me (I'll Be Around)

When you tire of all the bright lights
Haste that’s killing and you’re willing to stay home nights
When your feet are back on the solid ground
Look for me, i’ll be around

When the new crowd starts to bore you
Just remember there is someone to adore you
When you're weary of nights out on the town
Look for me, i’ll be around

May not seem exciting the way those others do
I’m emotion, my devotion
You will need some day as I need you

When the kicks go that it brings you
You will hanker for an anchor just to cling to
When you’ve lived it up till it’s got you down
Look for me, look for me
Look for me, i’ll be around

Awesome lyrics not? :O

<3

Update

Well, it's being a week since i wrote something, so i better write an update for you who read this and it's the same for a week... :P

I've been kinda busy making presents and buying stuff for the band. It's super nice to make hand made art stuff for them, to see how much i love them... :)

And yesterday i went to a wedding. Isabel and Esteban got married and it was very pretty. It was simple and with no pretentions. I know Isabel from the Radar office, she works in the Festival that host Radar. She is a damn fine girl and Esteban rocks, and they both look very very happy.

I'm listening to Antony & The Johnsons and Fiona Apple like crazy... WOOOOO!!!!!!!

Quiet

Baby says I can't come with him
And I had read all of this in his eyes
Long before he even said so
Why go, I asked?
You know, and I know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything

Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spent on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you
Goodbye
Don't cry
You know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything

All the waves of blame arrange as broken scenery
As they steal your best memories away
What if I was someone different in your only history?
Would you feel the same
As I walk out the door
Never to see your face again

And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
It'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything to change when I leave

Kozobert

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

I got my package (FINALLY!!!) that P sent me for my birthday. It was a mug, A FUCKING AWESOME MUG DAMNIT!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

With a beautiful letter and a fucking awesome postcard.

Thank you so much bodfred, you rock so much!!!! :*

:)

It's up to me now...

Turn on the bright lights...

4 Colors

Well, this is going to be a very productive week i think.

I have lots of stuff to do for a special freak out there and i have to hurry up, because by this time, he's going to have gifts for two birthdays... :D

I saw Pris and Paty yesterday evening. Paty brought Fausto, he's a sweetie and he's soo beautiful. He looks and acts so cool damnit, i wish i could be like him.

<3

Question...

Would L love me more if i buy all of Metallica albums and join her in the secret cult she has for them? :O

:D

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! :P :*

Uhm...

I feel annoyed damnit.

Why does someone has to try and make them see things their way and not undertanding yours? It's like "damn, why does it have to be your way ALWAYS, and when it's someone else's way it's WRONG"

I'm a very respectfull person and all, but i just want to say FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU AND LET ME BE!!

I feel like and idiot for liking something other people don't, and i should't damnit. But i can't help it. Why is it wrong to like something other people don't like? I think it's perfectly ok if i like it or not like it. I'm gonna end up hearing what i like and other people would end up burning the cd in a trash can, WTF cares?

:P

Fausto

This is Fausto, the son of my friend Paty, He's the cutest thing ever damnit... WOOOOOOO!!!!!

:)

Interpol...

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Well, i just can't describe what i felt in the concert, besides extremly happy and moved, not THAT moved like the PJ concert, but moved.

The band was so happy and they rock live. The setlist was ok, i really was hoping they did Untitled like the first concert, but it rocked anyway... :)

DANIELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!! *salivates*

Ohhh, and Da Bod is jealous because i had Stella and he didn't... :D :P ;)

Happy Birthday Loubert!!!!!!!!!

And that all of your wishes come true my darling, i love you very very much... :) :*



WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good News

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I'm so happy right now. I got a call from Maddy, my ex boss at the Film Festival, she called to ask me if i could be her assistant again in next year festival. She asked me if i would start working in January and with paycheck this time... WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I said yes of course... :)

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Karabao

Woooooooooo!!!!!!

I just love that word... :P

I haven't said anything about my birthday. Now is the time.

I woke up and i got hugs from my family and dogs. Then, i got up from bed and started to get dressed.

I came down to have breakfast in a hurry because i needed to go out and make some shopping for my mom, and after that, i had to go with Yessica to a Canadian place where she could ask about Masters and stuff. Anyway, i was finishing breakfast and i was ready to leave for the shopping stuff when somebody called me... :)

IT WAS DA BOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so nervous, because i saw on the id caller machine that said "Out Of Area" and i knew it was him damnit, because no one else would call me on my birthday except him... :'(

It was awesome to hear hs voice again, he always sounds soo cool, i always sound like a scared little girl :D Anyway, he wished me a happy birthday and all, Love ya Bod!!!! :)

Then, i went with my sister to buy the stuff for my mom and then i went with Yessica to that Canada place. The return was HORRENDOUS!, it's independence day here in México on the 15th and everyone gets the 16, 17 or 18 off. Well, this year the 15th was on tuerday and on friday is national holiday so... EVERYBODY WAS OUT IN THEIR CARS!!!! going back home or leaving home, etc. I came back to my house very late that day,

My mom made a special dish that it's my favorite, called "Chiles En Nogada". They were delicious, just like i had a piece of heaven in my mouth... *salivates*

Pris came to visit and leave some cakes, she stayed for dinner too.

And at night, we (Isadora, Alejandra and I) went to leave Isaura to her house. When we got home, Isadora gave me my birthday gift, with a beautiful card... :'( She rocks <3

She gave me the Nouvelle Vague cd... WOOOOOOO!!!!!!! :)

And that was my birthday... IT WAS AWESOME BESIDES THAT TRAFFIC ISSUE!!! :)

Love ya all... :*

HAPPY BODDAY!

Hi Freak,

This is *me*. Happy birthday first of all!
Sorry to post in your blog...haha...evol not? ;)
Hope you like the new URL/Design. (http://www.bodsandarrows.com)
Lotsa thanks to the lou.
There's also a nice playlist box...i'll let you know how it work later.
Anyways,

Happy birthday.
Love ya,

Pieter.
(& all the others)

p.s. the Comments are here...just need to change the link color...(move your mouse below..ha)

Nice... :)

I got a birthday present from Robin today. It made my day. It was Rachael Yamagata's Album and EP with a beautiful notebook with a film negative drawing on it's cover... WOOOOO!!!!

But what totally killed me was the card, IT ROCKS Robin... WOOOOO!!!!! And it does fit!! :D

Thank you so much my dear, you rock!!!! :*

Love ya... :)

Birthday Weekend

Well, i went to my country house with my friends to celebrate my birthday, because it falls on a thursday and everybody has plans with their familys. That's the bad thing in being born in a national holiday... :P

My sisters drove all of us there and they cleaned the pool for us. They rock. Then, they left to leave us alone and continue to party, we got in the pool and put nice music.

I was going to meet Enrique that day, so, we got ready to go see him and have a blast. My cousin picked us up at the station and drove us to Cuernavaca, where he and Enrique live. Also, my friend Carlos told me he was going too so... it was great.

My cousin is a little pain in the ass, he's arrogant and a bluffer. Believe 80% of what he's telling you. Anyway, we got in town and we picked Enrique up. He was taller than i expected, and nicer. He truely is an amazing guy. He got me The Beekeeper (Special Edition) as a birthday present and a Tori button.

So, we all (Yessica, Nancy, Enrique, Eduardo (my cousin) and I) went to start the night, in a bar. It was nice, Carlos got there really fast. I thought he wasn't going to make it, but he did... :)

Anyway, to make the long story short, my cousin is an ass and took us to a horrible shitty place where they charge über-expensive for drinks, omitted Yessica and Nancy at every conversation and the place was for freaks. Really awfull place.

Then we went to leave Enrique to his place and drove back to my house in Oaxtepec. We had whisky and chips and it was cool. Nancy went to bed at 5am, my cousin at 6am and Yessica & I WERE UP UNTIL 9am....WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I broke my record!!!! :D

I had a very nice time. It was a pleasure spending time with Enrique and my friends.

Love ya all... :)

Pieter

HOTTIE ALERT!!! :)

This is Da Bod, the one and only bod, the original bod, the most amazing bod, the best bod in this entire world. Bodfred, Freakbert, Bertbod, Boddissey, etc.

I don't have any words left to tell you what u mean to me, i love ya bod. And not in that way... :P

I knew P from old NF too. But i started to talk to him through Mike and Darren. He was freaky in the beggining but kept getting better and better at this point. He is a freak though, but a beautiful one... :)

Lots of love and kicks in the nuts for ya bod... :*

This post is the last one of my friends week, hope you all liked it and enjoyed a bit... :)

Louise

When I was younger
I spent my days
Wondering to whom
I was supposed to pray
It's Lou

WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! :)

I knew Louise through Da Bod and through old NF too. I started noticing her because she had posted such great photographs that she took i don't remember where, but i was very impressed. She also was a big PJ Harvey fan and for that fact, my love for her was born that same instant :D

Also, she's such an awesome woman. Smart, talented, sweet, caring, funny, dirty minded like me (woooooooooo!!!!), has a very nice boyfriend and she's such a good friend. I love you L, very much.

:* :)

Yee & Julie

HOTTIES ALERT!!!!

I knew Yee in old NF too. Like three or four years ago. She is the coolest and hottest toriphile in the face of the earth. And loves Paris, Texas just like me... :* :)

Julie came to old NF in it's last months i think, before the kaput happened. She is a very cool frenchie with very cool and nice taste in music. She is my PJ/Kills/and everything indie buddy... :) :*

I love ya both!!!!!!

Don't they look gorgeous together? :)

Darren

DAAAAAZZZZ!!!!!!!

I knew Darren through Mike, in the old NF. Darren is the most amazing, generous, sweet, rocking and truely great guy. From second one, he was very nice to me and with the years, i've considered him one of my close friends... :)

Love ya Daz!!!!!!

Keep hearing John Cage's 4'33... :D :* :)

Raquel

MIEDO MIEDO DE BESARTE CUANDO ESTOY CONTIGOOO, SE PRENDEN LAS LUCES QUE MARCAN MIS DESTINOO!!!!!!! :D

I knew Raquel almost a year ago, in a shooting of a friend of my sister Isadora. She is friends with Marco's (Isadora's friend) girlfriend Reika.

Anyway, Raquel and i became friends that day. She goes to film school too and she rocks ass... WOOOOOOOO!!!!! I like her a lot... :)

She's kinda crazy too... :P

Priscilla

I'm going to leave this picture just for this day until i find (or ask her) for a better pic... WOOOOOO!!!!

I knew Pris in high school, in second year to be exact. She started talking to me because i was the only freak in the classroom besides her that smoked. So, one day i was smoking outside the classroom and she came to me and said "wow, i thought i was the only one who smoked in here, but i see i'm wrong" HAHAHAHA!!!!! And she was sooo goth back then, black velvet clothes and everything... :P

Since that moment we because friends. She was the first one of my friends that i told of my... tastes? in gender? (:P) and she was so understanding that i was impressed. I love her, even though she's a pain in the fucking ass sometimes and that she's SOOOOO impuntual, she never gets in time at anything, she arrived 30 minutes or 1 hour after the hour we agreed to be in the certain place... *angryface*

But besides that, i love her... :D

Sandra & Danaé

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

I've known Sandra and Danaé from almost 13 years now. We were friends since we were little but then they stoped talking to me (as everyone in my neighborhood did when i was younger).

Then after all those years that we didn't spoke to each other, i started to talk with Danaé's brother named Pablo. We started talking because i had my darling Uma and he had a cocker spaniel too called Tuffy. Pablo and i became friends and all of the sudden, Danaé started to talk to me again. But we got more and more closer through the years and now she's one of my best friends. She knows everything about me and i know pretty much everything about her. I love her a lot.

And with Sandra happend the same thing, i started talking to her again through Danaé. From then on, she's a very good friend, a bit nutty, but nice friend. :)

Yessica & Nancy

Aww!!!! That picture was taken at the birthday party Yessica threw in her house. Nancy was a bit drunk by then... HAHAHAHA. And the smoke that you see, it's my ciggy, how lovely... :D

I've known there two for almost 10 years now, since secondary school. Nancy and i got in the same school as Yessica was, but in second year, we didn't got there in the beggining, but Yessica was.

Anyway, Nancy and I were from different schools and our parents got us in that ugly school. Nancy was a bitch to me, like REAL BITCH the first few months, but then we loved each other... wooooooo!!!!! And when Nancy and i got to that school, Yessica was not there, because she had an accident in a motorcycle and she was recovering at home. She got to classes THREE MONTHS after school was started and she was treated like a princess, like, she didn't had to go and be in physical education class and run like a stupid bastard in the basketball yard like a half hour, she was there laughing at all of us and I HATED HER FOR THAT....hahahhah!!!!!

But i love them both now, the bitches!!!!! :*

Friends Week

Well, like i haven't said anything interesting in the last few days, it's time to make something nice.

This week i'm going to post pics of my dear friends... k? :)

So you all can know them... :*

Leavebert!!!

One week without the freakbert... I MIGHT GO INSANE!!!!! :/

:D

But i have the other important members of The Bods... ;) :) :*

I want to do something productive this week, like writing or something like that. I'm kinda tired of being all day long in my house doing the housekeeping work... :/

Which fucked-up genius composer are you?

Captain Beefheart... you are one of the first
modern fucked-up geniuses. When it comes to
creating, you rank right up there with the
likes of James Mangan, John Wilmot and Edvard
Munch.

Which fucked-up genius composer are you?
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Electric Light

This is a repeat post. But so you know i wasn't talking about ya and stuff... :*

The beauty of Lou, under electric light
The beauty of Lou, under electric light
Tears my heart out every time

G there waiting, right outside
G there waiting, right outside
She tears my heart out every time
Siren rising across the sky
Sirens rising across the sky
Tears my heart out every time

Love ya... :)

Solution

I need a break from everyone, i'm getting more and more angry and frustrated each day that passes. I think that people see me as a nice guy but not as a friend, and that kinda upsets me.

It would be nice if i could see you all and tell you how i feel, but it is impossible.

I wish you could feel what i feel. It feels like shit and i have no idea why. It's like my heart beating very very slow and everything moves so fast.

Everything that i read or hear reminds me of you, and that's no good. I have to move on and accept you're not in my life. Period.

Bye.

Cartwheels

My wounds are nicely slated dear
I never got to thank you right
I was finished way before i could see
Quite what you had in mind for me

I'm doing cartwheels

Now the pessimism in me yawns
As I'm pissing on their perfect front lawns
A voice calls out behind my back
and i take off into the grounds

I'm doing Cartwheels

It'll all tie me up into knots

I didn't mean to speak out of turn
Now you can sit and watch me squirm
now the party's really in full swing
I wish i had a friend i could ring

I'm doing cartwheels

You're really loving this aren't you dear
Now you've got me on the ropes out here
With nowhere else to run to now
Just stay and face the music

It'll all tie me up into knots

Burn

I haven't done much this past week... except thinking in my future, which isn't too bright :/

I wish i could win the lottery and help my parents with their debts, but i guess i'll never be that lucky... :(

Lu

You're now in a better place, watching him, taking care of him.

He will never forget you, you are part of him now, i love you and i hope you rest in peace.

We all loved you besides this distance, i loved you because you brought love to a great family and a great human being.

I'll miss you kattepoes... :'(

My heart and soul is with you...

I hope and pray and wish you will get better, let's all pray for you tonight.

Love you because an awesome soul is part of you.

God will listen now... i'm sure about that.

:*

Hottie Alert!!!!

:)

WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Maria Daniella y Su Sonido Lasser





Pics courtesy of Raquel And Her Lasser Sound... WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

;)

Suck City...

Last night i went to see Sin City with my sisters. It has to be the longest 2 hours film i've seen in a very long time.

First, the segment that Tarantino directed suck big ass, it's boring as shit and it's kinda unnecesary. The two other segments that were directed by Frank Miller and Robert Rodriguez were good, but FUCKING LONG. The hookers story is awesome and the cop/girl one was so so.

The cast in general are good, very good, except for Bruce Willis that does the same as in Pulp Fiction or another one i can't remember now, and Mickey Rourke who sucks and he can't even act now. Everyone is great, even Benicio del Toro... :O

The cinematography is excelent, fucking excelent.

Woooooooo!!!!! :D

El tuviera no existe, las apariencias engañan

Well, i'm gonna start writing about the Maria Daniela y Su Sonido Lasser gig that i went to with Raquel on thursday. :)

I go up in morning to help my parents do some housework while i still got time, because i had to go at 2:30pm to see Raquel in her house. My sister Isaura got here early and she was helping my mom do supper while i was finishing packing some clothes that i was taking to spend the night at Raquel's apartment... wooooooo!!!!!

So, my sis and i were ready to go. I went with her to pick her glasses and then we went on our way to Raquel's house (which is very near from were my sister lives).

I got late to Raq's apartment and we went to eat after that. We ate corean food (which is weird...wooooo!!!) and then for a Starbucks coffee. There, she told me her story for her final proyect of the film course, which is a short fiction film. It's very pretty, i liked it a lot.

We went back to her apartment and saw a documentary she did for school (which was very funny and a little traumatic... hahaha!!! :P ) and then waited for her ex-boyfriend to pick us up to go to the gig, which he never did because he's an ass... :D

K, then we went ahead to the gig. We arrived and it was a lot of people in line to enter the place and we were a bit shocked, because we never thought there were many people that liked them apart from us... :P

The concert was awesome, they are so bad that they are good... :P

After the gig, we went for some coffee and bread and then to sleep... woooooooo!!!!!! :)

It was awesome, i had a super nice time.

:*

Thanks Yee...

For that awesome news, you made my day and month and year maybe... ;)

Well, this weekend was kinda busy. On friday my friend Danaé broke up with his asshole boyfriend, so we kinda spent all weekend talking about him... :P

Saturday i stayed home to keep painting my closet and help to clean the house a bit.

Today we went for my mom who was at my grandma's house. From there we went to my sister Isaura's place to pick up a washing machine, a stove and a few more things. Then we got back home and Danaé asked me to go to the movies, so we went, but the showtimes was very late so we ended up in a coffee place (where the coffee sucks, btw) talking about her ex-boyfriend again... :P

It was cool, at least i got a little bit distracted... :)

13 Movies Of My Life

Lolita : Stanley Kubrick
My Night At Maud's : Eric Rohmer
Cries & Whispers : Ingmar Bergman
Belle De Jour : Luis Buñuel
The Age Of Innocence : Martin Scorsese
La Notte : Michelangelo Antonioni
El romance del Aniceto y la Francisca : Leonardo Favio
3 Women : Robert Altman
A Woman Under The Influence : John Cassavetes
The Marriage Of Maria Braun : R. W. Fassbinder
The Piano : Jane Campion
Love And Anarchy : Lina Wertmüller
Pueblerina : Emilio Fernandez

Woooooooooo!!!!!!

I Felt Your Shape

I thought I felt your shape but I was wrong,
really all I felt was falsly strong.
I held on tight and closed my eyes,
it was dumb, I had no sense of your size.

It was dumb to hold so tight.
But last night on your birthday in the kitchen,
my grip was loose, my eyes were open.
I felt your shape and heard you breathing,
I felt the rise and fall of your chest.

I felt your fall,
your winter snows,
your gusty blow,
your lava flow.
I felt it all:
Your starry night,
your lack of light.
With limp arms I can feel most of you.

I hung around your neck independently
and my feeling of loss was overwhelemed
by this new depth I don't think ive ever felt.

But I don't know...
my nights are cold.
November warmth,
I could have sworn
I wasn't alone.

This song makes me think of him... *sigh*

Miedo miedo a besarte cuando estoy contigoo...

I've been to a lot of embassies in the past week looking for information about schools abroad that has Film Studies has a carreer. And surprisingly there are many... :O

I haven't done much lately. I've been reading a book about how you can make a good screenplay and i've been reading J.G. Ballard's Crash, which in my opinon is a billion times better than the stupid Cronenberg movie.

Listening to a lot of Maria Daniela y Su Sonida Lasser, Fiona Apple, The Smiths, Juliana Hatfield and Beth Orton.

WOOOOO!!!!! :)

Yakimeshi

Hahahaha!!!! I dreamt of that word... :P

Yesterday was Raquel's birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!) and she invited me to have dinner at a japanese restaurant and then go to her house to have a gathering. There in her house i knew his dad and he rocks... wooooooo!!!!!!

It was run, i enjoyed it... :)

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

This week was kinda nice.

On friday i saw my friend Raquel and we had fun, i always have an awesome time with her, she's so nice and we have almost the same taste in music (but not film woooo :P). I told her my story and she liked it, which made me very happy, i must say... *shy*

Then i showed her how to post pics on her bloggy and because of me, she only post pics now... NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! :)

She very kindly dropped me in a coffee shop near the film school where i had my other appointment, with Liliana.

With Liliana i talked about her short film idea, which i think it's weird, but i don't mind doing it, it's experience after all... :)

Love you all.

Woooooooo!!!!!!!! :)

Behind your eyelids...

I don't know what to write anymore. I kinda feel empty lately, like nothing fullfills me truely.

I feel like my friends are drifting away, drifting from me, not talking about other people, i'm talking about me, just me me me. You know? I would be happy if people take a little time to think of what are you feeling, what are your thoughts. I'm kinda unhappy with all of my friends right now... :/

Anyway, listening to a lot of PJ and Björk and Neko and The Fall... *sigh*

Missed

He should not be hid
He's just too big
In a cloud
Please come down
I'd put stars
At your feet
Put mars
At your head

Show yourself to me
And I'd believe
I'd moan
And I'd weep
Fall silent
At your speak
I'd burst it
Full to the brim

Mary lost her head
And let it bleed
Came crying
Back to me
My son
Where's he 'bin?
Don't deny it
Don't you hide him

No
I've missed him

No word
No sign
Mary say
I'm not lying
How come
He's so big
But good lord
He's been hid
Good lord
Where you hid

And

I've missed him

Writing...

I've just took back the writing of my script, the one of the girl in the bus stop. I found some notes that L. told me once and got my mind working again so... hope to finish it soon.

:)

WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Grass

We're lying somewere, lost in the night, our legs interlaced like chains. I can feel your breathing in the top of my ear. I can hear the air whispering your thoughts. I can feel your heartbeat next to my shoulder. I can sense how your eyes move without you have to open them. I can feel how your hair touches the grass so gently, so precise, that my heart breaks everytime i have to wake up again.

Words Can't Save Lifes...

"Darling, time's change,
Time leaves, time fades,
Please see through my eyes,
Save your tears for the next who dies..."

If i only have i done that, the thing i really wanted to do, the decition that would've changed my life (i think).

I guess i'll never find out, and it's horrible to live with the "could've been so nice if..."

Love you all... :'(

For You...

Because i know you'll love it... :D

WOOO!!!!!

I think last night's concert from NIN was probably the second best i've been to in all my life. The sound was perfect (rare thing in that venue) and the crowd was very energetic. Trent Reznor body made me moan all night damnit... oh oh oh, his voice too :D

WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

1.-Pinion
2.-Wish
3.-Sin
4.-The Line Begins To Blur
5.-March Of The Pigs
6.-Something I Can Never Have
7.-The Hand That Feeds
8.-Terrible Lie
9.-Burn
10.-Closer/The Only Time
11.-Home
12.-The Frail
13.-The Wretched
14.-Reptile
15.-Love Is Not Enough
16.-Suck
17.-No, You Don't
18.-Dead Souls
19.-Gave Up
20.-Piggy
21.-The Day The World Went Away
22.-Hurt
23.-You Know What You Are?
24.-Starfuckers, Inc.
25.-Head Like A Hole

The best HURT performance i've heard in my life, period.

:)

(This Is) The Dream Of Evan And Chan

It was familiar to me,
The smoke too thick to breath,
The tile floors glistened,
I slowly stirred my drink.

And when you started to sing,
You spoke with broken speech
That I could not understand,
And then you grabbed my tightly.

I won’t let go, I won’t let go.
Even if you say so, oh no.

I’ve tried and tried with no results.
I won’t let go, I won’t let go.

He then played every song from 1993.
The crowd applauded as he curtsied bashfully.
Your eyelashes tickle my neck
With every nervous blink,
And it was perfect
Until the telephone started
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.
Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off.

This

I don't have anything interesting to tell yet, my life is kinda boring at the moment (and everyday of my life will be).

I've been studying for doing another round of exams to upgrade my high school grades and improve my qualifications paper.

Listening to some mix cd's i just did the past week. There are just some lovely songs on them... :)

I'm gonna go see NIN on thursday and Ely Guerra on friday... woooooooo!!!!!

Why no one writes comments on the lyrics i post? are they that bad? :/

:*

Nobody Has To Stay

Rest up in the gentle sway
Sister make a flower place
The mother, father, brother grace
Of river stones to keep her safe

Come away with me today
Everything should be okay
Fill your pockets while you pray
With some to eat and some to save
Nobody has to stay
But we wish they would anyways

It is the evening of the days
Where we have chosen to remain
And while you hurt with all that pain
The stars will kiss your pretty face

Come away with me today
Everything should be okay
Fill you pockets while you pray
With some to eat and some to save
Nobody has to stay
But we wish they would anyways

I'm Crazy Like A Fool...

WHAT ABOUT DADDY COOOOOLLLLL!!!!!! :P

I was listening to Placebo : Covers and i always laugh at the cover of Daddy Cool, i don't even think i've listen to the original one... HAHAHA!!!!! It's so funny... *shy*

Why does everyone in Dutchland hate me?... :'(

Update...

Well, I haven't done much there days. I've been writing some stories and drawing images for a very dutch friend of mine... *hiddes*

This words has been resounding in the back of my head for this week:

"Me I don't say much
Its far too hard to make you
See in a moment
I still forget just how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more"

It's kinda fucking weird to say, but i said those words, exactly like that, literally years ago when i was with ***** and i said i didn't want to go on like that anymore. Fucking weird :/

Anyway, still looking for some cheap airplane tickets to go see Da Bod but i haven't found anything under 600 dollars... :'(

Love ya all... :)

The End Of the World

Go if you want to
I never tried to stop you
Know there's a reason
For all of this you're feeling
Love it's not my call
You couldn't ever love me more
You couldn't love me more
You couldn't love

Me I don't show much
Its not that hard to hide you
See in a moment
I can't remember how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more
I couldn't love

You want me to cry and play my part
I want you to sigh and fall apart
We want this like everyone else

Stay if you want to
I'll always wait to hear you
Say there's a last kiss
For all the times you run this
Way it's not my fault
You couldn't ever love me more
You couldn't love me more
You couldn't love

Love me more
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more
I couldn't love

You want me to lie not break your heart
I want you to fly not stop and start
We want us like everything else

Maybe we didn't understand
Not just a boy and a girl
It's just the end of theend of the world

Me I don't say much
Its far too hard to make you
See in a moment
I still forget just how to
Be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more

I was listening to this song almost all week and i didn't figure out why, but today i did. It's extraordinary how a song relates to something that you've lived before or experienced... :'(

Damn

Why does everything has to be so complicated and related to money?

I have the money to buy the ticket to Holland and when i was decided to buy it, IT'S PLUS TAXES and i didn't had that in mind, so the ticket is 100 dollars more expensive... :/

Damn :(

Change Of Plans

Trip is cancelled to unexpected circumstances... :(

I was really looking forward to this, but we can't force destiny... ya know? :'(

Bodturion

In exactly six months (if everything goes has planed and my mom doesn't freak out again like she did yesterday), i'm going to the Netherlands to see the Freakbert... WOOOO!!!!!

Hope he's nice, if not, i have to kick his ass... :/

:D

Love ya bod and SEE YOU SOON!!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!! :)

Still Ill

Woooooooooooo!!!!!

I couldn't help myself, sorry... *shy*

Well, as some of you know, i've been quite sick these past days. I went to the doctor on wednesday i think and he told me i had a really bad infection in my throat and if i didn't take care of myself, it might expand to my lungs (sp?) and no one wants that right? *fear*

But well, i miss you all so much and i have nothing to do except draw, watch all of my tapes and listen to every-single-one-of-my-cd's out of boredom!!! :)

Night night!!!! :)

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You're Jane Eyre of Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte!

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Tears...

How this sacred salt water clean the soul and sorrows so nicely?

I always liked the way my face felt after crying, dunno why.

Now i like how my soul feels like after crying. A little relief.

I want to be...

I want to be bod by you,
just you,
and nobody else but you,

I want to be bod by you... boo boop bee doop!!!!

:D

Seksie bastards!!!!

Damnit, i miss you guys!!! :'(

Work has been really hard and stuff, but i'm a bit more calm and patient than last year. I'm not gonna be able to update next week so... i'll post one or two lines of how i am and shit, but i guess no one is interested in me anyway... *cries*

Love you guys a lot... :)

Nice song...

Summertime, I'm the silence as the wind blows
My land is your land we are free
Summertime, if you listen close you hear my teardrops fall
My dream is yours

I have time on my side
Making diamonds of coal
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul
And my heart slowly dies
It gets lonely and cold
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul

Summertime, I am violence as the rain falls
My land is my land only mine
Summertime, if I listen close I hear your teardrops fall
Your dream is mine

I have time on my side
Making diamonds of coal
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul
And my heart slowly dies
It gets lonely and cold
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul

I have time on my side
Making diamonds of coal
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul

My dream is your dream
And my heart slowly dies
It gets lonely and cold
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul

Your dream is my dream
I have time on my side
Making diamonds of coal
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul

My dream is your dream
And my heart slowly dies
It gets lonely and cold
She put a hole, through my kevlar soul


<3

Mixtape

Fiona Apple : Slow Like Honey
PJ Harvey : It's You
Interpol : Not Even Jail
Yeah Yeah Yeah's : Maps
Tori Amos : Upside Down
Tori Amos : Graveyard
Heather Nova : Ruby Red
Neko Case : Runnin' Out Of Fools
The Kills : Fuck The People
Rilo Kiley : After Hours
The Arcade Fire : Haiti

etc.

Displaced

That's how i feel right now, of everything.

It's very sad when you notice how someone you like prefers someone else to talk to... blah!